The marrow thunders through my bones
ice seizes my breath
acid of a thousand cups of coffee
geyser to my throat.
I want to throw up, collapse, scream.
A voice explains:
Ambulance,
Life flight,
Rollover.
In the background,
pain laced scream of “Mommy!”
I roll into motion,
shout for husband
push of adrenaline
run to the car
tires throw gravel
endless drive.
Endless.
Traffic blocks my path.
I run, purse slapping against my back
useless flip flops slowing me down
until red and blue lights
Trooper offers a rideto ambulance.
Helicopter.
I thank a God
I didn’t think I believed in
that my child is alive.